임지_2010/JAN
27_Jan_2010
minial
2010. 1. 27. 11:48
The first month of this year has almost past.
don't have a clear vision for this year yet.
many things are planned in my head but nothing is going on well in real world.
I'd better focus on just one thing to make this situation clear.
but I'm not the one who can choose a thing.
situation, circumstance, decision from the head office will change my decision anytime.
beside, the matters are closely lnked to each other, so anytime, once the domino effect starts,
even matters won't be a matter anymore. I'll get a neat and simple conclusion in the end.
Try not to be pessimistic, but getting tired of my situation.
learning vietnamese is very slow,
getting to know people in this library reluctantly happens,
writng ambition has been stucked in my head without further process.
Once again, like the happening in 1999 (having a library related job after broadcasting study), I'm facing a dilemma
whether go for a more interesting but less settled or go for less interesting but more stable profession.
don't know what will be my decision yet. just wait and keep thinking various situation that I would get soon.
what I need now is a deep sinking - discard all the fears and fall into the truely honest mind to listen what my heart says.
don't have a clear vision for this year yet.
many things are planned in my head but nothing is going on well in real world.
I'd better focus on just one thing to make this situation clear.
but I'm not the one who can choose a thing.
situation, circumstance, decision from the head office will change my decision anytime.
beside, the matters are closely lnked to each other, so anytime, once the domino effect starts,
even matters won't be a matter anymore. I'll get a neat and simple conclusion in the end.
Try not to be pessimistic, but getting tired of my situation.
learning vietnamese is very slow,
getting to know people in this library reluctantly happens,
writng ambition has been stucked in my head without further process.
Once again, like the happening in 1999 (having a library related job after broadcasting study), I'm facing a dilemma
whether go for a more interesting but less settled or go for less interesting but more stable profession.
don't know what will be my decision yet. just wait and keep thinking various situation that I would get soon.
what I need now is a deep sinking - discard all the fears and fall into the truely honest mind to listen what my heart says.